love. part two.

okay. ignore the first post. but then after an incident that has happened, she knows something. she finds it quite confusing. while she is praying, she finds it is hard for her to cry. and she doesn't know what causes this.

soon, she loses her life. a gadget, she assumes the gadget as a part of her own life. but then she realises something. the gadget is such a distraction for her. it distracts her from achieving the god's love. whenever she is free, she always spends her time with the gadget, and keeps reminiscing her old memories.

and so she realises that she is on a wrong path. it is better for her to change because she wants to be loved by the god, and not to be loved by the boy. that is why she always feels somehow, a kind of emptiness inside her heart, sometimes. and she always prays that her heart will be free from any sins, any dirt, anything that distracts her from the true path. she knows that the god has shown her the cause, that causes her to feel empty even when she is praying.

so she wants to start from scratch. start from zero. she decides that whatever happens, she will never ever try to wander own her own. she must seeks the god's blessings and forgiveness, so that she will never feel empty again. what a nice ending! XD