in dilemma

i guess i am placed in a very tight situation. i am not sure whether i can breathe properly or not. it is something that is very painful. i stand on something and yet the people around me stand for an opposing side of view. they are not like me. and i do not know how to face these people. but as a muslim, i know that the god is always with me, with those who want to seek his forgiveness.

i have finished reading some stories about those who love the god more than everything else in this world. they never care what problems that occur around them. they are madly in love with the god. and i find that their death is very pleasant. some stories told that they smiled when they recite their syahadah, and some, they know their death is getting nearer, so they pray a lot and we can know from these stories, they are very happy with what they have. they do not care about money, politics, fame or whatsoever. an arabic poet once said...

leave me alone, you go to your wealth, keep counting what you have
i am very happy with what i have, and i do not need wealth to keep me happy

see?

as for me, when we try to get closer with the god, He will make things easier. He makes us happy. can you imagine how it feels like when you are having lots of problems, yet you seem so relax, you do not worry if things become more complicated. it is so sweet. for those who are far from the god, they do not feel this kind of love. they are busy counting their money, and yet they forget to praise the god for everything that they have earned. as for me, let us see the west, what they do when they face problems? they drink alcohols, like what we have read in the short story an ounce of cure, they commit suicide, they kill people, they turn crazy. these things occur in a place where everyone think it is a good example of a civilised country. oh, yes, they are very modern and very civilised when it comes to inventions, discoveries etc. but their soul, it is empty. it contains nothing. they cannot think any right way to release their pressure.

all these things will happen when you do not try to love your god...

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